A Desperate Attempt to Pour Pages with My Pure Nonsense Thoughts

I wanted to write today, write and expose all my feelings (at least some)  into digital bits and bytes. I have a lot of questions in my mind like all modern human has. We are growing, evolving and changing every second of the life. Interestingly most of the time we are not moving into consciously chosen direction. Mostly we are moving like a leaf on the river flow. Not because we don’t have power to swim against. However we just need to turn our face to sky and watch how it is sliding in front of our eyes.

I am sitting in a chair at my hostel now in the reception. I can’t say it is very comfortable but absolutely relaxing time for my soul. Everyone is busy and they seems even they don’t know who is coming and passing here. Someone is just arriving to the reception, not only with full of backpacks but also full of hopes and dreams about this beautiful Amsterdam city and someone is just taking a sip from their beers and enjoying the time.

What are you thinking guy at the kitchen? How to prepare your next hamburger order? Or you girl who is looking into smart phone very seriously, did you get some important message ?


Feeling of freedom is what attract me here. Different nations, different kind of people are all living in a harmony or at least it looks to me like this. Maybe I am a pure optimist, I don’t know, also don’t know if I really care about it. As I said I am just sitting here and relaxing my mind by writing.

I am catching my thoughts by dreaming and planing for the next week, next month and next year. How can I stop it? Why we want to make our minds busy by planning even nonsense details? Why we can’t just sit and stop all transmissions of electrical signals in our brain? Why it is easy to have rest for our muscles when they are tired but not so easy to have rest for the brain? My poor Brain!!! sorry to make  you busy with day and night dreams.

Author: erayonler

Eray Onler is a researcher who have interest on data science, machine learning, deep learning, precision agriculture, Istanbul and travelling

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